Fall ing Down.

The trees are pretty. The Rain is dreary. It's Fall in CNY. I am working on finding some answers but it's real hard when there are no doctors in the area and surrounding areas that want to actually help. I am getting really tired of hearing, "I can't help you. Go to your Surgeon in NYC" My Surgeon can't help either or else he would. I have decided I am not going to take "I can't help you" as an answer anymore. From now on I am going to ask them if they will refer me on to someone else. They have way more access to the medical community than I sure do. I am tired of doing all of the work on my own.